Hold Me This Time
God, I hurt so much
I never thought brokeness felt this low
suffering the voids of rejection
now I'm reaching out to the unknown
and I'm scared but I'm here
and I'm confused how to tune my ear
I'm waiting and hoping
that I will see your lovesick heart
and trusting its not too far away
because
right now your nearness fells like loneliness
right now your presence I cant touch
all I have to hold me in this moment are the words of truth that I clutch
a blind promise of an ocean of love
and that I'm sailing on waves of grace
this is so hard
the depth of the pain
the tiring nights
when lies scream my name
and echo in my mind
Lord, just hold me this time