the more i seek you

the more i seek you,
the more i find you,
the more i find you,
the more i love you.
i want to sit at your feet,drink from the cup in your hand
lay back and breathe
and hear your heartbeat
this love is so deep its more than i can stand
i melt in your peace its overwhelming...
~kari Jobe Christ for the Nations~

this song has been stuck in my head for all of august basically. its so true and such an amazing song. I love Jesus he is so overwhelming. out of everything i have done, even with my fickleness (if that even is a word), with my doubt, with my shame, my unbelief, He is still there wanting me to know him more. to wipe away everything. every tear, every hurt, every pain in my heart... and the peace. it is so overwhelming. there is nothing else to describe it. i will seek my Jesus all the days of my life. even still i wont find everything about Him or love Him near as much as He does me. Its like someone trying to get to the horizon to see the sun (or son) they will be going on and on but never arrive because once you get to the horizon there is only more horizon. its all about the journey. the journey of life. the journey of the soul. the journey of whatever you want to call it. its not about the destination, its about the one you are seeking. the One who can take you to the horizon....yeah thats all of my ramblings for now